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It's hard to shake the habit of thinking that spending time on any kind of puzzle is a waste, and grown ups ought to be more usefully occupied. On the rare occasion that a jigsaw puzzle comes my way I feel a sort of guilty pleasure in the sorting of corbers and edges, sky and trees. But it is true, that occupying your eyes, hands and brain with a puzzle of some sort, jigsaw, crossword, tangram or rubiks cube, does stop the anxieties and stresses of lufevtaking over ones thoughts and tensing ones muscles.

I like a puzzle - a wordsearch,an anagram, a riddle, or maybe a Wordle or Soduko as I sip a steaming cup of coffee. Jigsaws used tovbe the domain of children or 'old folks', and now I am retired I find myself slightly holding back on this activity, thinking of myself as not yet old!!

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Prompt vent 18

Puzzle

My mojo

Must be the missing piece

Gone astray

AWOL

It is truly alarming what can I do ?

It is a puzzle

when taken

for granted

Contentment smashed into smithereens .

I don’t like it one bit

My life is still intact

just components

To question

isolation and loneliness

Decisions to make

About being my best

Usually my solo life is fine , melded in with pleasing myself , being self reliant and not needy . Suddenly I feel vulnerable and alone . Solitude is becoming too much and maybe this is a good sign in disguise . It is real progress and is associated with a traumatic event occurring in 2019 when I was burnt out . Before I was energetic extrovert then destroyed by overwork. Overtaken by Agrophobia , anxiety and socially opting out .

Is the puzzle found ? My missing part , the me once beaten down , now restored . Have I come back from the ashes as me the one wanting better and desiring to integrate my missing piece with what I am in my best of now ?

Questions explored . All my puzzling , my writing about absence as a hopeless case . It makes sense now . So glad of this prompt it has been really helpful . Thank you so much .

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